It has been a while since I've blogged. There are various reasons for that, right now I'm just going to leave it at 'this year's not been an easy one'. I'm sure I will get around to filling in the gaps at some point.
But, it's a new month, and I have been thinking about my neglected blog; so hopefully it will be a successful and productive month; and I am hoping my blog - and writing - will help me get through it because it feels like anything that helps is worth it....... I am sure I'll get into that later too.
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Recently I have been embracing 'mindfulness' in a big way - there are lots of different specifics claiming to teach mindfulness, or to help achieve mindfulness, but for me it is about recognising where you are and what you feel in that moment, identifying that, accepting it, dealing with it, and then allowing yourself to move on.
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https://www.pinterest.com/gmun22/pain/ This specifically describes a very traditional method of mindfulness, but the key point is identifying how you feel in the moment and finding what works for you For me, that's not simply sitting and breathing, since emptying my mind - although the ultimate meditation - just doesn't work! |
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Writing has always done that for me - it's always been an escape. Art (as in drawing, painting etc.) has played a big part in it too - but since hurting my shoulder 4 years ago, art has still felt like more of a chore - an exercise in determination rather than relaxation...... sometimes worth it, sometimes not; but definitely something I still love to do when I can.
But over the past few months I have found the 'adult colouring book craze' to be the perfect compromise between my (limited) body and mind. I honestly think it is the first time I have found something that allows me to relax and to switch off since I stopped being able to exercise - a decade ago. I'm not creating the art, so it's actually more relaxing than drawing; I can get into 'position' - pillows positioned perfectly, both arms supported, my neck supported by my neck pillow, my pens/ pencils/ paintbrushes right next to me; sometimes I have Netflix or music (or um, noise, I've also become a fan of binaural and isochronic beats for pain/ sleep/ relaxation/ energy - not that I've found that one very useful.....); sometimes I am just thinking about colours - I can feel my subconscious ticking away, as always, my thoughts just flowing through my head, but they are not my focus. I am lost in colours and designs and I feel relaxed. Anyone who knows me knows that's not exactly my strong point. My attempts at meditation are pretty much summarised in this old post: Meditation Failure. All attempts: past, present, probably future - all of them! So finding my zen in a colouring book is a pretty significant achievement!
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And just as an extra bonus, my shoulder surgeon, hand surgeon, physios and doctors all approve - I am rebuilding neuromuscular connections so it's actual therapy on all fronts! (I've definitely stopped dropping things as much with my right hand....... not completely, although I haven't involuntarily thrown anything for a while); I'm getting better at staying inside the lines with my right hand(!); my left hand seems to be better at that - I am not sure if I am benefiting from improving my ambidexterity and exercising both hemispheres of my brain; or if I am just confusing left and right even more; but either way, it's pretty relaxing, yet beneficial rehab for both sides - I can just swap hands when one side gets a bit tired............ I've even managed to colour with both hands at once! That goes back to a bit more concentration and not as much relaxation though....
Oh, and I am absolutely recommending 'colouring books for mindfulness' to everyone I know for everything and anything!
Just a few examples
The secret of life is in art
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Hi Gail, thanks so much for getting in touch via my blog (I tried to reply by email but it's a no-reply blogger address) I'm glad to have been able to help you re the frames, accidentally or otherwise! It was actually seeing how another artist used box frames on more rectangular mini paintings that sparked the idea for me - until then I'd been painting these teeny tiny canvasses (which I'd originally ordered by mistake thinking the size was inches and not centimetres!) and selling them as fridge magnets as they were so tiny so when I discovered the square box frames I was delighted as they look so much better as little framed paintings (that won't get lost amongst all the other fridge magnets on someone's fridge!)
ReplyDeleteArtfinder is a great site - it's worth the commission they take as they really do help to promote your work much more so than any bricks and mortar gallery I've tried so far. That's great you're setting up a shop for your mini paintings.
It sounds like you've really been in the wars with injuries on both arms/hands. It's amazing what you'll learn to do with your other arm when forced to! I was so chuffed when one of the paintings I did with my right arm sold and I also had to learn to use the 'ball chucker' with my right arm as my springer spaniel really doesn't care if my left wrist was broken or not (even though it was her fault!) just as long as she can still chase a ball up and down a beach twice a day!
Does your mum do reiki on your injuries and did you find it helped? I did loads of reiki on my wrist before I knew it was actually broken and I went to the fracture clinic recently and he xrayed it again and said the bone had realigned perfectly despite me not having a cast on which he said was a miracle (I say it was the reiki!)
That's fascinating that you have synaethesia - I read about that recently online funny enough - it must be wonderful to have that extra element of colour in your life!
Green is the colour of the heart chakra and purple is the crown chakra - I wonder if there is any significance to the colours being associated with your parents?
thanks again for your lovely email and here's to lots more creativity with both your hands fully working again!
Nic,
DeleteThank you so much for your reply. My blog has been completely neglected over the past few months, so I am just seeing this - 2 months late 😔- sorry! You raise so many really interesting points. I just wanted to reply as soon as I saw this because it's.... um, 2 months late - really really sorry!! Guess I have completely forgotten to check my email address that goes with my blog too, since I've not been writing. I'd love to chat some more..... reiki, synaesthesia, artfinder.... so much to say! I'll message you on instagram (where I have still been enjoying your work!) with my email. Thanks again for your comment - I will be in touch, and it won't take 2 months!!
Btw, my latest instagram art pic (I think - it's blue & says 'fly') is in a tiny little new style of frame Ikea is doing, the opening is roughly business card sized - I've been on the 'frame hunt' a bit. I love the different looks you can get with a piece just by changing the frame. Aga in thanks for your comment & I'll definitely be in touch ☺